If I post this, you can said that now I'm have some chance to go to the net. So, let go to the 2nd phase.  

We already conclude the reason why idea raises. Then, how to make us at a high productivity even the stimulus is far from us? How to make us at a high productivity by our self only?

Idea is not only raised by the evidences from things around us, but also by our self. Actually around us now, there are many things that act as an inactive stimulus. We just need to use our sense to make it become an "active" stimulus even in the reality, it is still an inactive one. Just said, we need to level up our sense (sensitivity, how to think about).

To raise up our sense, we need a motivation (this is what he said to me. Need motivation) to search for it and sense it. But, motivation can also may come from the outer, not only from us. So, I will 'said'. "we need the curiosity". If we have this, we will start to search and try to think more than usual about the things around us (what is around us? Can we manipulate it? How if…? Will it works if...? Etc)

"Then, we also need a heart  which always want more and more idea.. Which is can make us not easily stop to find more idea, and put more effort and life in the time we lost for searching it". This can make us stay active to find and raise more idea, maybe a better idea, or even a big size ultra cool and creative idea. Until we satisfy with what we made.

Keep try to think something, that we cannot see from what we see. Something that do not realize by us only by see it. You will understand if you try. So, good luck. (^_^)

So, today exactly I'll go home for a week. Maybe in that week I will not touch the Net.. So I do not know the development of the contest.. Hehe.. By the way I hope it will be fair and won't brake up the relationship between the member of AO.

So, I got something new in the last class of the organization I follow up. I know the content is not really the same but I already extracted it and make the new of it by giving some materials that is not discussed at class. Haha.. Actually this is about my question on that discussion, but.. Somehow I cannot get the satisfying answer for it from the speaker.. So, I try to answer it by my self (please do not said that I'm freak .. I'm just unique. Xp Hehe..).

It is about idea. How to explore your idea, how to keep you active producing idea. Maybe I'll give the brief explanation... The evidence that really interest me is about the extinction in the Permian period. In this period, mother nature gives super pressure to the organisms who lives on earth-which is called natural selection. At that time some cannot adapt to the changes of the environment and some can. Mother nature was selecting the organism for the better life in the future..

So, what is the purpose I write that story?

We can analogous the pressure with outer stimulus.. And adapting as idea. In this evidence, pressure stimuli the adaptation of the organism to make it evolve and still alive on earth. Based on this evidence, we can say that it is somehow reflexing the evidence on how an idea rises.

Usually the one who faces the hard time in his/her life or the one who usually thinking about all the things (including what is happening on) around him/her is somehow have the ability to raise many idea more than other who don't. so, it is about how we sense anything around us. Many of ideas come in the time or place that is unexpected. Maybe here, maybe when you read my article or later.. What we can conclude here is that the evidence from out side of us (e.g. the competition, the rival, another nature evidence, or just by hearing some thing from other) stimulate us to raise idea (s).

The how to make us at a high productivity of idea even if the stimulus is far from us? How to make us at a high productivity even only by our self?  ... those may explained in the next article

(continued to the 2nd phase)

1. Accept your self.

Where do you born? what is your background? what is (are) your superiority (s)? what is (are) your inferiority (s)? how old are you? what is your favorite task? How many sins you had done?... Et ce te ra

Whoever you are and whatever your answer for those question above, accept it. Even if you had dual character or more in your self, even if you have disabilities, or else. You are you. They are they. You just run it by your self, no one can do it except you.

2. Belief your self/self confidence

Be the one who can entrust your self. Whatever you do, you must have the faith that you can do it. Belief on your self, if you cannot belief on your self, then how can people belief on you. You are no other than you, you are you, they are they. You must belief on your self, because now on you are you. You are not him/her or that person in front of you. You come to this world and you still alive then read this article. You can do it, belief on your self that you can do it, whatever is a hard task you must do. If it is given to you, so it means you can do it. Belief on your self you can do it.

3. Keep in your mind that you are the new of you today

Whatever your sins, how much your sins, whatever the foolish thing (s), whatever great work (s) you did in the past.. You are the new of you today. There are no limits for correcting and improving your self as long as you have your soul inside of your self and live a life. Forget your hate that you got in the past, forget your sins in the past, get rid all the things that stresses you out.. You are the new of you ,today, with all of your power you bring until this day, until this time. You just need to make it a better positive work (s) than yesterday.. Nothing can stop you to improve your self, to be the better of you tomorrow.

4. Keep in your mind that you have the time

We, human.. And other living things that live now, in this year , in this month, in this day, and in this second.. ,on this time, are alive. You are alive and read this. You still have the time to make it! Even if you cannot make it by the time, you have to try.. Try the best you can do in that time. You still alive, you still have the time, time never come back so utilize it wisely.

5. All you need now is run and make it come true by your self

You have accept your self, you have the faith on your self, you are the new of you today, you still have the time.. Now, you just need to do it. Make it to be the truth!!!

this is the night when my heart scream for you, couse of you, and... only for you
here is a poem for you, another side of my self
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so lonely, although there are many people around me now
so quite, although this speaker drums so hard on my ears
so numb when you are not here with me
so hurt to be alone in this world
 
for so many night I was here standing for you
for so many love i had for you
for my heart that always recall that feels on you
for my lonelyness in this cold night
for my hurt that being alone without you
 
I just want to recall you back
I want you back,
The part of me that dissappear for a long time
The part of me that I want to be back
 
yes, I was wrong to suppress you there
yes, I made a mistake on you
yes, I deserve to get punishment for it
 
you are my self
you are another of me
I love you
and now I want you back
 
for the deepest desire in my heart
for the love I have to you
for all of memories I have
for the future I will face
 
Another of me,
lives for me,
feels for me,
thinks for me,
 
I want to be with you again
and be the new of me
complete me and live me
 
thanks for forgive me
thanks for be with me again my self
thank you